Today has jsut been a weird day..its 1:15 am on the first of july, the past 12 hours have been a crazy, wild and sad day.. as from the previous 2 posts, you can most prob will be able to guess that i started out quite low.. after meet denise for some look-see therapy (which cheered me up alot) i went to meet my Ex, i dun know wat happen but nowadays we seem to only agure, its like the only thing we do.. feel so used and sad, i dun want to agure with you, it SUCKS ALOT TO AGURE WITH YOU.. then went i got home i went out with my bro to grab a bite at subway.. then i got when i was on msn.. 5% told me that she was deppressed and called me to talk.. we talked alot of our old stuff, things that went wrong and wat is going wrong now. Guess i am happy that she trusts me enought to tell me this stuff. Then i got a message.. at about 1 am, its strange for me to get messages at night. then i saw that it was HS (my main man). he told me he just broke up, i was shocked. He is like THE NICEST GUY on earth, why would he break up ?? i am serious shocked by it. feeling a little down again... hope he gets over it quickly, i hate to see him upset..