My wild ride ends..

well, even england and brazil are out now. I have no reason to continue watching the world cup. yap.. well, i know this would happen. knew i should have kept my mouth shut. now my words are out and i am shit again.. you dun know how i feel, the past few days have been shit, arguing with you. you know wat hurts a guy most ?? Knowing that what he had let go is what he needs, knowing that he once had something he longed so much for and knowing that he just no matter how much he wanted, cant have you back in his life.. If your answer to me is no.. then can i ask 1 more thing from you ?? Dun ask me do cheer up.. When you ask me that today i was already trying to hold back my tears..

I know.. I am weak, you are my only weakness.. Guess its hard to believe that such a guy can be so weak.. I need to eat, i always eat when i am upset. It jsut takes my mind off things. What a way to end my wild ride.. slaming into a wall..