hey aishah, if you are reading this.. this is then the real letting out..
TAKEN OFF
On a happier note, i finally finished my macroecons porject. thanks to her i drown myself in work and finished it. Mum thanks for listening last night, though you never said much it was better to let it all out. SONG, i am sorry, i couldnt make it to your birthday, what kind of brother i am. i am so sorry, i even went with her, i am sorry. I need someone. Someone that can make me forget about her. i think there is someone but she is a little hard to talk to but she is really nice. HAHA who knows ? I need to move on, i think i should go abck to my old self, the heck care mother F**ker or the loner.. who knows ?? i know mum will be there for me, so will my bros and Rummy dear (thanks gal). I need to wake up my idea. Mum is right.. I am stupid. at least her guy still treats her a little like a dear, mine ?? she treats me like crap now.. I hate her.. yet i still cant bring myself to.. what a sad post this is. Well, hope things get better soon. i think i should go back to TKD. i miss the people there but i think only after the exams, my results should be my number one now. SO NYPTKD people, i will see you guys soon, i miss you guys so much !! training was so fun.
I ALMOST PUNCHED A GUY YESTERDAY BECAUSE HE SAID TKD WAS STUPID. ARGH !! I WAS GOING TO STAND UP AND GIVE HIMA 360 TURNING KICK. then i realised, if i did that, my time at training will be a waste because this is a art and a sport. We need discipline. THAT IS WHY THAT FAILURE WILL NEVER TRULY UNDERSTAND TKD. IF YOU WANT TO LEARN HOW TO STREET FIGHT, GET IN ONE WITH ME. IF YOU DUN LAND IN THE HOSPITAL, I WILL SEE THAT YOU WILL. F**K YOU FOR INSULTING SOMETHING YOU UNDERSTAND NOTHING ABOUT. The other reason, i did was cause mum was there and i promised her i would be a friendly good boy. LUCKY ASS.. I am so ready to explode..
