this post goes out to my mooster of a friend and that dark fallen angel.. you 2 are real asses.. but thanks.. i know we never really have any convesations but do keep in mind that i value wat you 2 say..
i guess i was being a shit head typing those things out, i guess i really thought she was over us. that quickly you know.. thats why i got so tired of standing up for her. its not that i didnt try talking to her.. all the time we were agruring , was cos i was trying to find out stuff from her.. but you know my stupid dumb mouth.. its like the hell hole.. only bad stuff comes out.. And she does have people to talk to.. only she doesnt want to get them involed.. I know.. this whole bloody mess is my fault. i am trying to clean it up, ok ?? i just hope we wont agure so much as nothing passes between us. I would rather she talk to me than to anyone else. the reason i have so many people to talk to is cos when i am upset it doesnt matter who you are.. i wil jsut talk to you. i have not talked to Rummy for ages then i jsut spilled everything out to her.
Thanks you 2.. i still need to get my stuff down first, i guess. sorry for everything i caused, like its any use but ya..
