Wet summer days..

hai~ i dun understand myself.. why do i care so much about my friends around me ?? i do i always make them part of my own life ?? do i really trust them too much ?? HEY !! if you actaully read this.. i am super super disapointted in you.. you know very well i hate smokers.. you know i gave up friendships jsut because they started smoking.. people who give in are .... i dun want to say about you.. jsut hope you mean what you say.. that you wont buy ever again//

do you know that i still think about you for a while in this summer days ?? i know you most prob dun give a damm about me already.. was thinking about going to KRUNK... that party you were going to.. but.. i think about it now.. i dun really wnat to spoil your fun.. i still care about why you are down and hope that gal returns you your money.. strange right ?? i know.. my mind has been rather in a mess.

this last part is for those who may have misunderstand my posts. well right now, i am not dating anyone.. for real.. i guess its that much hard to find people now.. and i am no flirt. sam is my best friend.. i dun really consider her as GF material.. SW.. i am sorry if i mislead you, tai zi can find a millions to like you, just cant find one reason to really love you.

I am so tired too, med.. i read your post.. to give up or to keep trying ?? should i jsut give up ?? but i have hung on so long already.. ya its been so long so long, so alone.. never mind.. keep trying.. i need some time with someone close to me, but since i feel too betrayed to talk to her.. i will find HIM.. he has always been there..

Bad mood..

RAIN + headache + knee pain + a million people misunderstanding me + having to work tmr = BAD MOOD !!! ARGH !! this one is having a headache about alot of things now.. he needs to get away from everything// i need to go join a temple.. become a monk.. people think i am a flirt.. i think i maybe one too.. ARGH !! problems need to be solved.. death awaits.. one step at a time ba..

this one hates rainny days.. they remind him of too much// the long forgotten past.. this is jsut a rubbish post.. please dun ask me about it.. give me more headache explaining it only

Something interesting..

saw the following in the archives of someone's blog.. thought i sahre with with everyone.. i guess i need afew of the points myself..

1. To Those Who Are SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly . The more you chase it , the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts , but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

2. To Those Who Are NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

3. To Those Who Are PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart . Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.

4. To Those Who Are MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

5. To Those Who Are ENGAGED
he true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

6. To Those Who Are HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

7. To Those Who Are NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

8. To Those Who Are POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

9. To Those Who Are AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

10. To Those Who Are STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or10 years from now. Let go.

well theres one more i would like to add..

11. To Those Who Dont Know About Love
Dun get into a relationship based on a try, it hurts your other half alot. is you are unwilling to listen to him or her then dun expect him or her to listen when its over. for this group, please find someone who can teach you about love. dun jsut go breaking people's hearts using something you have no idea about.

not aimed at anyone.. jsut seen alot of this cases.. sorry if you think you are from this group.. i am of afew groups above also.. i guess if you are will to change anything is impossible..

SAMMIE

well readers.. its been awhile but sammie is back !! HAHA.. this one's best crappy student is back. HAHA we had alot of fun today. we hang around PS today.. AHHA basicly you give us a camera and a mall and we have alot of fun HAHAH.. no effort what so ever.. HAHA crappy is fun.. look at all the pics we took HAHA..



yes.. we had alot of fun HAHA.. sammie is the only person this one is truly comfortable with to be a cam whore with AHHA.. and guess what we saw when we were walking around ???








YES KITTIES !! THEY ARE SO CUTE !! FUNNY HOW THEY PEEP OUT FROM THAT DRIAN.. THEY ARE LIKE SAYING.. when is mummy coming home ?? arent they cute ??

Tai zi and the Garbage man..

yes they are one and the same.. sometimes its hard to find out with mood this guy is in.. seems like when with super model and bimbo, tai zi surfaces.. when with the old group and sammie, the Garbage man comes out. they are rather different.. Tai zi is much more dangerous.. tai zi when angry.. well lets jsut say we dun want to see that alright ??

Anyway the main thing about this post is about family.. the way i feel about ym family.. in the GM mood now.. to me now.. my family means.............NOTHING. nothing at all, i know that weird and harsh. but really. i dun really remember any truly fun times with my family.. some say i am sad. i dun think so. mum says family should be treated better than friends.. i also disagree. if my friends treat me better than my family and they are always there for me to catch my hints that i leave.. then to me i think they are my family. my sis says i need to grow out of it. well, its easy to get attached to family if you have happy mermories. my sis and my bro always had my parent's care and concern. my mum will never ask about me. i gave up on my family a long time ago. (sis if you ever read this then you may understand why i am never close to you all) they are like the bastards that check on you once in a while only worse.. because they check even longer and they give you shit all the time and expect you to take it because they are "family".. WTF LA.. this one doesnt take shit from NOONE..

why did i post this ?? i really dun know.. in one of my moods now, going to meet sammie later.. SO COOL !! AHHA

Tai zi and supermodel..

HAHA it was really fun !! tai zi really ahd fun tonight on his little outing with supermodel.. HAHA we are really funny calling ourselves this names.. but its all so fun.. tai zi met supermodel after her work at novena.. then tai zi took her to take a bus to ICEKIMO (HAAH didnt take pics again sorry) tai zi's second fav ice cream place, then o the way there. because tai zi didnt tell her where we were going. so supermodel kept asking if i was going to steal her away. AHAHA so cute right ?? AHHA. on the bus i told her some jokes (sorry cannot say what jokes everyone should understand why)

when there we ate a sundae, which is basicly 3 scoops of ice cream plus 2 toppings,we had blueberry chesse cake,cookies and chocolate and strawberry. HAHA very nice. AHHA i love the ice cream there. we joking and laugh about so many things, then super model told tai zi that got customer bully her when she was modeling.. she say the customer scold people for nothing. HAHA nowadays, goverment trying to improve service but its people like that who make servicemen's jobs all that harder.. HAI~ supermodel kena bully.. AHHA

then after the ice cream we wanted to go and catch a movie, because i havent caught one in ages AHAH so we went over to J8 thinking that theres a midnight show. but.. HAHA i havent gone there since sec 1 and she suaku like anything AHHA so in the end. we decided...tai zi went to see uncle today, heart pain. he lost so much weight he like only bones now.he also eat so little now and his strenght is gone le. tai zi heart pain. everytime tai zi remembers that he is going in 6 months tai zi will sad..HAI~ but thanks to super model tai zi's day was remembered as fun filled. SUPER MODEL !! THANK YOU !!



to go home HAHHAA

the funny thing is when tai zi said he wanted to send her home. she kept pushing tai zi away.. tai zi sad.. dun know what to think.. so tai zi jsut keep tell her to continue lor.. maybe i am too used to getting my way ba.. but in the end sent her to her block's downstairs. she bluff tai zi so much. tai zi dun even know if thats her block ma. haiyo super model everyday bluff tai zi de.. but never mind at least she tells tai zi that she bluff him.. AHAHA HAD FUN TODAY !! thats all AHAHA

Treasure..

life is short, live it without regrets..

well, yesterday was kinda fun. ya kinda down last night. things been happening.. my life as usual is never stable. treasure any thing and everything that happpens in your lives. SW manage to cheer me up a little this morning. ya. so kinda ok now.. the uncle that took care of me when i was young has advance cancer, doctors say he has about 6 months to live.op is out of the qn hai~
dun mind me.. i am a little nuts..

Today..

hai~ THIS ONE IS TIRED !!! thanks to lao ma, this one had to wake up before the sun again. this one got a morning call at 6 !! thats nuts. this one slept at 2 yesterday. 4 hours is not enough !!! really tired.. woke up because ?? well, lao ma never been to a funeral before and she dun know the way there s she asked this one to bring her and pei her go. my god. this one was so tired that he actually fell back asleep !! he woke up at 719 am remembering that he was suppose to meet lao ma at yishun at 8. he called lao ma to tell her that he will be there at 810 then he rush through everything. (hey, from wake up to bath,get out of house, walk to the mrt station and take a train down to yishun its very fast) this one reached there as said 810 but that BAKA was no where to be seen !! she was still at sebawang.. MY GOD. i am late and you are ever later ?? thats 2 days in a round this one has to wait for lao ma. HAI~ well, this one hasnt sms SW today yet. dun know if she is awake. wait.. its 1232 she should be awake ?? well, this one is tired. chatting on msn with afew peeps. tmr is going to be fun !! HAHA pool and buffet !! HAHA too bad SW is working tmr or it will be so nice..

anyway, this crapper out. too tired.. watching walking tall again later.. seeya.. peeps call me ya ??

EXAMS ARE OVER !!!

yes everyone, this one's exams and mugging days are over. this one is now free to go out with anyone that in on this one's list. KENNY IS number with HS HAHA. NOONE THINK ABOUT GETTING IN FRONT OF THEM !! HAHA, next up would be SW.

anyway i havent introduced her to all of you readers yet. SW is a really sweet gal in this one's eyes. she is really cute this one says. her face when i did that stunt was so cute. she was in total shock. i could see her hand was trembling. HAHA this one finds her really interesting. worth every effort this one put in. thanks bimbo number 1 for helping and thanks to X2 for buying for this one the stuff. this one finds her smses rather like this one's sms too. even FS says its the same. This one looks forward to the next time this one sees her.

sorry for the side track, this one is too happy about the stunt. back to the post, this one has alot of ideas in mind this holidays. heres the list of 'try-to-do's

1) improve my cooking so as to be able to cook for the next
2) go out at night
3) go on eating tour of singapore with friends
4) clear my head
5) Drink afew nights away

eh.. will post about it when i think about more things. HAHA off to take a bath. this one thinks hard away.

On The Road..

well, its been a few days since it happened but my knee is feeling better already. i dont really know if its because i remember the painful exerises, Icing it alot this time, me actually taking the painkillers or that i have something to look forward to but i am getting back on my feet much faster this time. its the 4th day and i am on my way back on my feet. i want to walk to adrian father's funeral. its painful but i want to.

He can be said to be my best buddy in poly. i kinda wana be there for him. jsut ended a conv with him. he is feeling miserable. hai~ i kinda feel his pain. jsut like when any of my friends are down. i dont know if its a good thing or its a bad thing. hai~ she is going to the funeral today. i guess its good that i dun meet her. even thinking of her gives me a headache. i got my wings back but i cant fly yet. not till i break this chain. too bad so many people read this blog, including her. i guess somethings just will never be told.... maybe someday, someone will hear this things..

LIFE IS crap/drink/lame

Life has never been easy for me. then again, it has never been easy for any of us. looking at this incident, i am not going to blame anything for it. not even myself. though it was kinda stupid to go to that competition HAHA. Life was always shitty to me. kinda used to it. maybe thats why i always manage to find excuses for others. HAHA Well, its kinda fun that i am lame. (in a really weird way) at least now, you people cant say anything when i come out with my stupid lame jokes HAHA (ya i know i am lame.) MAN, i am so lame, i cant hardly walk HAHAHHA. Well, havent started on my stats yet, kinda worried sat on my ass the whole day so far. The pain is unbearable, i actually had to take the pain killers this time round. maybe i am becoming weaker? nah, people tell me its always worse the second time. Could this be the end of any sporting chance i had ?? i would even get to play my last competitive match ?? thats sad.. i know, hai~ got to do something i am not the kind to take things sitting down. i need to get back on my feet !! argh!! even if its very painful i will take it !! i will make it back on my feet soon !!! argH !!! ALL THE BEST TO ME !! HAHA

friends having exams now or coming, all the best to you too !! jia you !! HS,KENNY,BERT,GIL,HAO,TER,KIM,SHENG,STEPHEN,DREW all the best alright ??

Today is a sad day..

hai~ jsut a short update, i twisted my knee again this morning. hai~ yeap i cant walk again, well used to it. the last time it happen i had myself only, so ya its going to be ok. this time i went to get an Xray followup appointment is after the exams. i think i would have to go to the exam hall with my crunches. going to be weird. HAHA but kinda fun. stats is really a pain in the ass.. accounts too.. because they are all calculation mods.. hai~ better start work on my stats going through my topic D & C.. MAYBE i would do it after the paper... hmm.. things going to be fun.. esp with my knee like this AHHA..

LIFE

what is life ?? to me..
life is like a drink..
what is life but a mixture of bitterness, coldness and sweetness coming together to give you the prefect effect of highs, lows and a buring in your soul ??

but then jsut as i was going to type that out.. the ever lovable sammie gal told me this:

SAM: nonono life is not like a drink, life is like a straw
me: huh ?? why ??
SAM: cause it sucks
me:*burst out laughing* AHHA ok..

she is soo damm cute. thanks crappy AHHA idiot..

I woke this morning..

feeling kinda good..
when i hopped outside my room..
and looked across the floor..
i saw mum at my door..

Ok, i will stop trying to be funny. AHAHA. But its true !! i am in a super good mood today. I have no idea why too. maybe its last night dinner with john, or that my mum is returning tonight, or the people sharing their stuff with me, or its coming to PIGGY's birthday and i already celebrated with her[maybe later i would post about it] or its the good news i got from bimbo number 1 yesterday {HAHA yes i am damm happy when i got that news, thanks bimbo}, or that i dun need to see her nick on my msn contact list. whatever it is, I JSUT FEEL DAMM GOOD TODAY !! HAHA.. i shall go about ym day being a really nice guy, feel kinda like when poly jsut started. i am excited about life again. so many funny things happen to me this few days. no time to even post about them. I feel like someone jsut glued my feathers back to my wings and i am able to fly again.. i feel like i am really interested in her.. but thanks to DW i am scared of getting hurt
Anyway daps, sorry about being rude yesterday, thanks to someone's pressence with you all, i still feel fucked up. i need to be anti-social for a while. my click will understand why.. things like that would happen again.. sorry to all for yesterday.. i know i was an ass but i really didnt care yesterday.. a big thank you to you know who ba..

This ends NOW !!

Vee.. i know you hate ball-less people. i know you hate cowards. But this whole thing has gotten out of hand again. Vee.. you went overboard. i told you to relax or i would chain you up. now i seriously think i need to before we all get into trouble. Vee i know you care but this thing. its over.. i said it already. any dumb people who cant read .. thats thier prob.. its not mine.. let them be, you get angry, they win. actually they are helping me because through them know what an ass she is.

now let me explain why she is an ass. since you dun want to talk about the past i wont. but let me say this at least, there was one night, i almost slapped you but i believe you that you didnt mean it to happen. i believed you, not as your BF because i wanted nothing to do with you that time. lets all look at the tag boards. after i said this issue was over and not to talk about it. did i tag at her board again, despite people continuing to shit there ?? no i let the issue rest.. if you are not happy about what people tag at your board then change your board.. and one more thing, if you want to continue to spread the new of what i did then fine be that way, i am moving on. theres more important things in life, you just become one of the people i failed to change. you can continue hear only the nice things that you want to hear, continue living in your own prefect world running away from problems.

i would rather face mine head on, thats what i learn on the streets and on the court. you said i was making myself sound good.. well, this is really what happen in my life. if you think i am making myself sound good then too bad for your sad life. that goes for everyone out there. And lastly vee, dun go tag hate tags at her tagboard EVER AGAIN. or i will get pissed..

Alright then...

Alright then, as you said yesterday. i wont find excuses for you anymore, you asked for it. Dun blame me if i point out your mistakes. I am sick of your constant running. i know you too well, thats why i moved away from you, i know you need time away from me and i too need time away from you. But you said in your blog that i was avoiding you ?? and when i do go back you distant yourself from me. so ?? what should i do ?? i know you too well gal.

And i feel that i have to clear this up once and for all. WE CANT BE TOGETHER !! so people out there. read ok ?? i know you people are reading. i am jsut trying to stop agruing with her. i am the kinda guy who would SOLVE my problems. cos i know that they would come back and haunt me if i dun. like what is happening here.

And yes there is a side of me that you people have seen. but even a coin has 2 sides.. you people most prob will never see my other, maybe on the day a "someone" explodes then maybe you guys may see..its not her, she is not woth my other side. mum knows bits of it but hardly anything. //Its back to old times then.. this is going to be fun//lets go play..

And daps, if you have anything to say. jsut talk to me. i rather hear your screaming.. anyone else,wait in line. i would see if your comments are worth it.. i learnt from her.

ACCIDENTgone TOTALLYwrong..

great, if you are reading this. thank you. now your whole world hates me. thanks for painting such an image of me. i dun mind the whole world hating me but i cant stand you disliking me.

you say i love to assume but how can i not ?? when i try to know what is happening your life. you turn away with your WHYs and say that you dun need to report to me. But think.. if you told me half the stuff you told others would i even need to ask ?? I am sick of your 'forget it's, dun you see. its the things we forgot that is coming back to hurts us, even as friends. Its a very bad cycle now, evverytime i ask you dun say. so i have to assume stuff and when they are wrong, we agrue. then you have less reason to tell me stuff.

you say i am avoiding you when you should be the one avoiding me. i know you too well. you are not comfortable around me. i know you. you say you are but you cant stand me anyway close to you. it still hurts me to see a gal who was once my good friend end up like this with me. it hurts me even more knowing that she was once the other half of my world. i know we can never be together but i still treat you like how we were, before we were attached. i would still take care of you when you are drunk or talk with you when you are upset. but it seems like we can never be like that because of all the agruements we had in that short time.i am sorry if i still care so much for you.

9/8/06..

well, its not really national day i am talking about more like the morning. the drinking was great. It didnt hurt as much as i thought it would. mainly cos she stayed inside while adrian and i were drinking out side. But i am think about the other 2 members of the AA. they are starting to show a trend of not drinking at garthers. DW had 2 and 5% had 4. What to do ?? AA members not drinking.. hai~ i think i should reduce the AA back to me and adrian. 5% has to come cos Adrian loves her company. But what to do with Dw ?? she feels so uncomfortable with me around her. when talking to her yesterday she actually asked me to move away. its happening again.. and i have no idea how to handle it. i really feel like shit after that. Hai~ dun feel too well.. going ot bed now.. maybe continue about it tmr.. bye..

I really hate myself now, why did i let myself go overboard again ?? it seems like when i play i really lose control. i hate myself.. its like the only think i feel now. Seems like i am being to feel worse and worse after each mistake. i dun know why.. its just her. i always make mistakes around her. maybe its cos my feelings get mixed up with everything. I dun know how to face her anymore. I should jsut get out of her life, it sucks to keep seeing her upset with me. Rummy i know you think she has been bad to me. but i can tell you she is the greatest, she put up with everytime i did something she didnt like. i should jsut fuck right out of her life. she deserves to have much better than this shit. its hard to tell my heart to die again but i have to, its gets stabbed everytime i see her upset she should get much better.
on my way home, i almost got hit by 2 cars and i am like a danger to everyone now.esp myself. i somehow cut my hand and i feel no pain. its a small cut but it bled kinda alot. didnt know till it dripped on my bed.its been a while since i have shed any tears but all the way home i was crying, it just wont stop. it kinda hasnt stop yet. i wanted to jump off her block when i saw her reaction, she wont stand 1m from me.
I am sorry, i really am. please believe me that i didnt mean it. i am so useless.. i knowMaybe its cause i still feel for her...

Doing this cos you asked me to..

YOUR TEN FAVOURITES

favourite colors: white black and blue.
favourite food: Unagi bento
favourite movie: Fighter of the wind
favourite sport: basketball
favourite season: Summer
favourite ice-cream flavours: Dino milo at icekimo
favourite country: Japan
favourite thing: my com

YOUR NINE CURRENTS
current mood: insanely good
current clothes: saint andrew's PE tee shirt and ripcurl board shorts
current desktop: bleach
current toe nails: jsut cut
current time: 2150hours
current annoyance: my laggy com
current thoughts: when i am going to move on
current songs: Tokyo Drift (Fast & Furious) - Teriyaki Boyz

YOUR EIGHT FIRST
first Girlfriend: DW
first crush: I forgot her name ?? Quite good looking
first movie: Power rangers
first piercing: Never had
first lie: I was not the one who beat him
first music: the music in the infant room of KK
first cry: 16 Oct 1988

YOUR SIX LAST
last drink: Vodka with Ice tea
last crush: DW
last movie seen: MI3 i think..
last phone call: To ALICIA NG LI TING !!!
last cd played: Best of Asia Club mix

FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING :
specs. earpiece, a hairband, a shirt and shorts

FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
hmm.. taken a retest for my quiz,
got really happy about Rummy's post,
thought about asking for a gal's number (for the fun of it)
and this stupid thing which is killing my brain cell..

THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:My msn conv box with reb going off, Cars from the CTE and the crickets from downstairs

TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
My single brain cell called brian
and my body everyone seems to call shi long

ONE THING I DO WHEN IM BORED:TALK CRAP !! with anyone and everyone

WHO I WANT TO DO THIS: Veenoth !! SERENE!! Fun sheng !! AISHAH !!! REB !! SAM !! and you !!

No wonder she is my Dearest..

Nuruljanna marican AKA Rummy(my dearest).. Yes, my dearest friend is not a chinese. she is malay (i dun have things against other races jsut that i havent found that many other race friends). She is the best friend anyone can get man. i knew her from work, we worked on the same floor and see each other. Strangly enough, i remember that it was her who first asked for my number. HAHA thanks gal or i wot not have found such a friend. She, huan song and i kicked off almost straight away. we 3 were fooling around during office time and joking about everything that happened in the office. Man, she is one friendly gal. After i broke up and started pouring everything in my blog. She almost checked my blog everyday to find out stuff about me as she know i only talk to song about my stuff. Thanks for your concern dearest. She helped me up everytime i tripped and fell again.

Just yesterday, i passed by her blog. i saw that she was really feeling like shit. so i dropped her a few msgs. hope it would cheer her up and letting her know that i am here for her, like she was for me. THAT BLOODY IDIOT blogged most of her post about me. i feel so wanted !! HAHA going insane now. this is part of her post

Now, I really feel like hugging and kissing Mr. Shi Long Ow, for being such a sweetheart. =)))) You're the best friend that I ever had. And yeah I wish to hug you till the time stops. I wanna feel loved by him. I LOVE SHI LONG... as a friend of course.

Please try not to question about my entry when we meet at school, guys. I won't be entertaining any sort of those crap. I wanna move on and focus on what I am doing now, studies. I don't wanna be distracted as prelims are just around the lift. Thanks, I appreciate it!

Now I yearn for Shi Long's hugs. =) Thanks baby!

isnt she jsut a dear ?? She is such a great friend. I was so touched that my little effort changed her day. Good to feel wanted. Feel great to know that my friends care about my daily life and enjoy my care.. unlike...

MY DEAR IF YOU ARE READING THIS !! KNOW THAT YOU MADE MY DAY !! I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING SPOIL THIS DAY !!! I AM SO HAPPY !!! :))

Things going on..

Well jsut back from my jog, broke my weights again. seems like the straps can handle the stress, they keep breaking. i love to jog with my weights. i love the feeling that i am flying once i take them off. You people should try it, it feels like you want to run and when you are running you feel so free. I love my weights but they keep breaking. Maybe its because i jog when i have stuff on my mind, thats why its great to feel like you just let your load go. It numbs my mind a little, takes me away from my worries. Anyway, heres another poem from the Bitch's blog. Its called...

TIME: for you and me

Time,can be defined in seconds, minutes and hours.
Days, months and years.

Time,only meaningful when used wisely.
Meaningless when not.

For all the things I did for you,
I will learn to do it for others.

For all the sweet nothings you told me,
I will learn to filter.

For all the memories that we shared,
I will learn to forget.

For all the times I miss you,
I will learn to stop.

For all the hope that I still hold,
I will learn to give up.

Time, is meaningless when I think of you.

What she is going through should be far worse than what i am. I guess i still have much to learn from her. Thanks for always caring for me and showing me the way.