9/8/06..

well, its not really national day i am talking about more like the morning. the drinking was great. It didnt hurt as much as i thought it would. mainly cos she stayed inside while adrian and i were drinking out side. But i am think about the other 2 members of the AA. they are starting to show a trend of not drinking at garthers. DW had 2 and 5% had 4. What to do ?? AA members not drinking.. hai~ i think i should reduce the AA back to me and adrian. 5% has to come cos Adrian loves her company. But what to do with Dw ?? she feels so uncomfortable with me around her. when talking to her yesterday she actually asked me to move away. its happening again.. and i have no idea how to handle it. i really feel like shit after that. Hai~ dun feel too well.. going ot bed now.. maybe continue about it tmr.. bye..