Tai zi and the Garbage man..

yes they are one and the same.. sometimes its hard to find out with mood this guy is in.. seems like when with super model and bimbo, tai zi surfaces.. when with the old group and sammie, the Garbage man comes out. they are rather different.. Tai zi is much more dangerous.. tai zi when angry.. well lets jsut say we dun want to see that alright ??

Anyway the main thing about this post is about family.. the way i feel about ym family.. in the GM mood now.. to me now.. my family means.............NOTHING. nothing at all, i know that weird and harsh. but really. i dun really remember any truly fun times with my family.. some say i am sad. i dun think so. mum says family should be treated better than friends.. i also disagree. if my friends treat me better than my family and they are always there for me to catch my hints that i leave.. then to me i think they are my family. my sis says i need to grow out of it. well, its easy to get attached to family if you have happy mermories. my sis and my bro always had my parent's care and concern. my mum will never ask about me. i gave up on my family a long time ago. (sis if you ever read this then you may understand why i am never close to you all) they are like the bastards that check on you once in a while only worse.. because they check even longer and they give you shit all the time and expect you to take it because they are "family".. WTF LA.. this one doesnt take shit from NOONE..

why did i post this ?? i really dun know.. in one of my moods now, going to meet sammie later.. SO COOL !! AHHA