BTBLP, TLTLP

well, as some of you know. yesterday was this one's 18th birthday. was a usual my kind of birthday. shit.. HAHA ya. things never turn out well on my birthday. was really looking forward to going out with sher today. (not the PK sher) but i guess your BF is too concerned to let you.

gal, he controls becuase he really really loves you. he is afraid to lose such a great gal. so give it your all too. dun lose faith in him. he jsut doesnt know how to express himself.

but in a way. its weird. we both added you on the same day using the same way. hmm.. the 'what if' is really realy huge here. what if i just do something, who knows i may never had to go through this all this shit the past few months. and i wont be single now. HAHA what if right ?? lifes like that. take it.

well, my day was made great by the pangzies again. they found out that i was sleeping at home and organized dinner together. thanks so much i am so touched. really !! they always seem to know when i need them as i said in a previous post (Dated : Oct 9) thats where i belong. we are a band of brothers. water turned to blood. pillars of strength for those who need us. i know we seem like a brunch of cocksters. or as my class would see me, an immature, thoughtless brainless kiddo. but why should we pangsters show our true selfs to you guys ?? can we trust you ?? this goes out to all who doubt us pangsters. we act like how much you mean to us. only when the time is right, then we will step up. grab the ball and BRING IT HOME.

to outsiders : theres alot of things going on underground. for those who went to the chalet. you all would have known jsut 1 of the things.

to the pangzies : thanks for everything. you guys really made my day. and dun let me drink beer again. i hate it !! i really miss you guys. i want to go TP too. jsut to be with the group. and with my grades i think i can get in. but i know its stupid. i will work harder guys !! you guys too !!! this friday we are all going to watch DEATHNOTE. cant wait. and then on the 27th !! the oct baby PARTY !!! lets all PARTY !!