Into 2..

argh !! i am such a freak. MUHAHHAHAHA.. ya.. sometimes its nice to be a freak. hai~

have you ever felt like your body wants to go one way but your brain is telling you to go the other ?? well.. i still feel like that. its been what ?? 52 hours already ?? the feeling is still there. a craving.. part of me really really liked doing it and part of me was screaming to stop. well, maybe thats what with this craving.. i had too much fun. is that suppose to be good ?? i mean. I REALLY LIKED IT !!

health-wise

well, my health has been really werid recently. normally i feel alright. but once it turns dark or i breathed in smoke. there is like a shockwave that explodes in my head. its like my brain shuts down for a while. on friday, it shut down totally on me for almost half a day. collasped on the floor when i reached home. weird right ?? but on sat i could still go and play ball. strange health i am having.

well.. some good news. i can wear contacts again !! i know sherlyna finds me damm ugly with my specs on. so do a few other people.but hold on for a while longer ok ? the blood in my eye is still not gone yet.

Mental-wise

argh !! who can change me back ?? thanks to a FCB of a case 4. i am like this. WTF ?? argh !! so far the only ones are case 0, case 2, case 3 and case 5. HAHA what or who am i talking about ?? noone knows !! AHHA only stephen and andrew know my cases HHAHA..


well.. take care all.