It continues..

well.. i still hate going to school. adrian brought up a good point today. maybe i am jsut so weak ya ?? maybe.. i dun know anymore.

been feeling very empty this days. no basketball. no bike. no target. life's really weird.. maybe its the loneliness ?? who knows ?? havent seen neighbour gal yet. hope to see her soon. i am afraid some guy may get faster.

sad sad life. HS is telling me he misses me. my god. actually i kinda miss him too. but with all the things with his gf. hai~ lets jsut say we meet for to talk about sad stuff. miss the guys already. they cancelled the outing today. so sad. deathnote is a waste of money thats why.

i am still sick. though i try to hold it in. coughs are getting harder and harder. and my nose is blocked most of the time. i hate the haze. and thanks to all the drinking. i feel like puking alot of the time. no fever though thats good. been resting anytime i can. sleeping alot. hai~ but sometimes when i wake up. i wish to see someone there. someone who will greet me when i open my eyes. (Note : my ex was not there, this was from very long ago) hai~ ya must be loneliness. HAHA.

OH YA !! i stop drinking till the 27th oct. i know its isnt long but on that day ITS KENNY'S BIRTHDAY.

to sherylna : i cant contact you la. so damm weird everytime we sms.. you know.

to jana : sorry for pissing you off last night. you know i hate smses when i am sleeping. you tio once before remember ?? i told you many times. call !! i dun mind waking up and talking. dun ask me to wake up and type and wait for your reply which is when i am falling back to sleep.

to alicia : i got to say this.. sorry.. the night after you told me to stop drinking, i went to drink again. sorry. but ya.. you know whats been happening. damm sian..

nick li - wo hui hao hao guo