weirdo's dream..

had a really great dream this late night, its one of my old dreams. john and i always talk about doing it.. well, the dream sort of goes like this..

imagine you are in class.. and the guy/gal (or both) you hate the most makes alot of noise or is sitting behind you. in my dream he/ she was making alot of noise as usual. i was getting ticked off as the S/D OB was causing me not being able to study/sleep. so i stood up turned around and open my wallet. i took out a brunch of fifty dollar note and threw it at her/him. shut your FCB mouth up can anot ?? its bad enough to have you here please dun make it worse by open your thrash hole. then i turn back around and go back to sleep/study.

WOO i love that dream, esp since i can do that. but then again that person is that cheap ?? HAHA.. dun bother asking who that person i dreamt of is. that person may not even be from my class and i'll give different answers to different people.. yes i am an ass but who cares what you think..

someone asked me to stop being an ass or crapper. HAHA.. i will try but you may not like what you get.. or maybe you are not worth ??

On another note..

ya kinda sad.. its like she doesnt see my efforts. everytime i praise her its not noted, kinda dun like that... well, i guess my life is like that what i want i never get but she is worth my nice-ness. at least, this time i have feelings for her ( and its alot ok ?? thats why its so sad). yes kenny, i know. for that one, i really deserve it. i cannot handle my own FAT rule.. i jsut i am not cut out for "those" kind of gals.

for the rest of you.. we'll see..

One last thing..

TO the guys at the court : PLEASE !! GROW SOME BALLS !! Gals have to ask you to appear so they can explain to you ?? my god !! and i am not talking about one person only.. goes for all of you all at the court.. GROW SOME BALLS !! DUN THINK THAT YOU PLUGGED A PUMP TO YOUR BALLS, ITS ACTUALLY BIG OK ?? GALS DUN OWE YOU SHIT OK ?? not happy with me, come and tell me. even gals dare to come up to me. god you guys suck.. a disgrace to us guys.

To the gals at the court : i know the guys are CBs.. please undestand ok ?? anything they do that really pisses you off. come talk to me first. anything i can settle, i try to help.. not all things must go confront them de.. and jana, its his life let him live it the way he wants to, you got no say in it. you can only advise him.

TO WORLD : watch out, i am in one of my moods again. Tai zi is pissed at guys in particular.. we are all sad beings.. I REALLY CHANGED IN THIS HOLIDAY I GUESS..