ya, today this one went prom shopping with denise today. wooo~ its been a while since i walked around so much. she picked out this really sexy top at KAI. my god. i just remember this is a different kind of gal from the thrash i was.. HAHA.. shhhhh.. denise has really good taste and really high expectation !! my god we were deciding between the 2 tops she picked out. i mean its hard to find a gal that thinks about thing but she thinks about even buying her clothes. HAHA hey nise, you will be a good mum HAHA. i hope you win !! and that dress.. be careful when you wear it. HAHA its the sum of all the esp of temptation island.
stop comparing yourself to your sis la. she is she, you are you. only link is that she is your sis. so what if she is hotter ?? she cant keep a proper relationship. to me, i would refer my gf not be that hot and have her faithful and mature. but blame my luck ? HAHA if those who get it SSSHHHHH !!
hey idiot !!! you are such an ass sometimes you know ? yes you are a good friend. one of the greatest but you as such an ass sometimes !! argh !! people help you and still have to take you faking them. i really thought you crying la.. guess thats what i get for being a nice guy to you la and people angry at you you dun care de la. my god.. argh !! damm pissed at you la !! Dun know what you take me for.. I CAN DUN HELP YOU DE HOR !! theres no law saying i must help you, i am being nice and helping you for your ICA. argh.. if you dun take me as a friend then fine..
EH.. other idiot !! study la.. still say i naggy. later you fail ar.. and PS me for dinner today, cause me to eat dinner at 10..
HAHA... basketball has been realy fun lately. my team was really strong today. ching feng, my bro , high flyer, big center and me.. HAHA so fun playing 5 on 5. we played non stop for about 2 to 3 hours ?? HAHA not to sure. was busy having so much fun. my knee wasnt so much of a pain today. guess with all the things happenning, i didnt realy notice anything. maybe it will hurt tmr ?? HAHA who knows..
but my toe is bleeding now. ya i know i am dumb. why am i not stopping the bleeding and typing my blog ?? HAHA well, i dun really know HAHAHA it doesnt hurt !! HAHA i feel like i can play for a few more hours.. HAHA stupid summer step on my slipper, causing my slipper to spoil and my toes to rub along the ground as i fell. such an ass.. HAHA but he is a nice guy, though he injured me 2 times in the last 3 days..
my stats project is almost done !! HAHA.. i think i can finish it by thurs. HAHA
all is well now.. but wonder how long it will last ??
germain !! i know life is hard, things dun go your way and people seem to have something to say about whatever you do. but who cares what they think, as long as you stay happy. you can always laugh it off. :)) if things seem empty, then create a meaning for them !! think about how your life will be WITHOUT THEM !! then you will know their value.. and if things get too hard.. this TKD dropout will gladly crap with you :))
think i pushed myself too hard this 2 days but its been realy fun !! scored alot of balls. my knee is starting to hurt again. "theres a price for everything, for every choice there is a cost" HAHA if this pain is what i need to take for me to play ball abit more like last time. i gladly take it. HAHA
yes i know i wont push it too hard. theres a limit too. i know.. dun worry ?? very most, i take the pain that follows.. off to do my tutorials..
and it is better !! today was such fun. well, last night i told someone ( forgot who) tmr will be better guess it is true ?? HAHA..
this morning, i actually woke up before my bro. you cant really say anything about it cos he had his prom last night. he returned quite late so ya.. HAHA after my bath i was rushing off, so i went to blow dry my hair. guess what this idiot did ?? i accidently hit myself on the head with the dryer. HAHA dumb right ??ok then off to school
After the lecture, VEE, jeremy,chiao qu ( dun know if its correct) and i went to play pool at the grass roots club. HAHA was really fun. won afew lost afew but i remembered that i almost one cue VEE !! HAHA.. almost but didnt so doesnt count as anything. jsut i am still lucky at pool i guess HAHA oh, then halfway XX called me. she said she was going for a checkup at the national skin center today and asked if i was going home. thought about it for a while. it would be good to put my bag down before coming for the interview. so i told her ya i would pei her.
she came over after withdrawing some money. while VEE, jeremy and i were playing the last game. i commited sucide so that i could leave as XX was running late. who knew in the end. it was left with 1 of my balls and 1 of vee's balls. HAHA but my ball was right at the pocket so i decided to jsut lost the game. HAHA its jsut a game. On the way out, i heard a familiar giggle. HAHA i turned to my left and there trying to hide was lil bimbo and kotex. HAHA kotex was going to work and lil bimbo was.. going on a date ? HAHA dun know. well, we all took the same train. ya then sent XX to the clinic.
Well, then XX pei me to go for my interview. so i decided we would go eat since we were both hungry. guess where we went ?? HAHA PRATA HOUSE !!! yes.. All the way to thomson, went by cab so it was quite comfortable. talked about alot of things with her. feel better. HAHA who knew ? when we were at prata house. lil bimbo said she wanted to join us. HAHA but in the end she couldnt make it because her mum wanted her to help pack something. Well, next time alright lil bimbo ?? ate alot today.. HAHA XX order indian rojak, doesnt look nice leh.. HAHA i ordered... (get ready for this) 1 paper prata, 1 plain, 1 cheese and 1 mushroom cheese. MY GOD i dun know why i ordered so much, i couldnt even finish eating in the end. HAHA still have my cheese and plain. oh well guess i have supper for my dad. AHHA sent XX home after that.
after that i went down to the court and played ball till about 8 plus ?? HAHA won afew matchs today. my team-mates were really good today. AHHA was lucky today. but i had to stop play beacuse summer knocked my left knee really bad when he was rushing in. my whole left knee gave way and i just fell on the floor. HAHA got in the mood today, scared afew inside balls, feel like my game is coming back. i am not a shooter my nature. i prefer to run the ball or play inside. today was jsut great i guess HAHA. really had fun today.
jsut realised that someone people can be quite cute sometimes HAHA and really nice too.
To XX : thanks for the great time
To someone : fuck you understand ?? scared of me ?? CCB go and die la, i think i should put a sign on you saying "FF come and get it !!!" argh forget it you are hopeless. i hope you and your group jsut die. HAHA make the world a better place. i am bad, evil, hopeless, etc.. so what ?? you are being looked down by such a person !! says alot about you !!!
wont be blogging much for the next few weeks. got too much to do. ICAs and projects. or i may go into a blogging frenzy again.
Well, back to the crappy stuffs. didnt play ball with Vee today due to him changing his mind halfway and only telling me that he wants to play ball with i am already in school. Screwed up my stats homework today, was doing it halfway when my tea spilled all over it.
Well, today is kinda of a weird day. Wait.. Its not only today this whole week has been weird. Sort of lacking of something. I cant seem to figure it out and i am turning more and more violent. Hai~ who knows ??
hai.. damm my arm hurts.. it must be the punchs i got from kenny that day. MF punched me so many times and jsut after i went for 4 hours of gym too. hai~ guess i am unlucky. freaking left arm hurts and still does.
Well, played ball with Vee today. he won.. 15 to 14 guess i am lousy ?? we will see, he is asking to play on thurs. argh.. when playing in PK with my bro, john and the another kenny, got kinda lost. ya i know i suck but it seems like they jsut want to go 1 on 4 to me. i mean if you want to play that kind of ball then i really dun know how to play. hai~ forget i guess, this small things are not worth brooding over.
I have been thinking about a few things. maybe i shall share one with you all. Recently, i told a friend something she didnt know and she totally couldnt take it. She told me that things really didnt seem that way to her. Well, i told her that not everything is what it seems but she just couldnt accept it.
"broke up" with flingfling jsut yesterday. it was fun but i dun want to take the risk. its not worth it and i wont make my last mistake. it is not love and i am not going to let "responsiblity" push me into a relationship jsut like that again. I found out that it is totally rubbish to bring yourself to like someone you jsut have fun with. sorry..
funny, dreamt of someone yesterday, kinda of a sweet dream. kinda weird for her to come into my head in a dream but LL is still the same. things are never what you want them to be. hai~ dun know what it is that is bothering me.maybe its guilt,maybe its loneliness
HAHA this is really funny. well, on weds, i went out then han sheng to buy his gf a present while on the train. i call supermodel to ask what would a gal want. then i continue to ask if she knew what lil bimbo would want. HAHA supermodel told me that she had no idea as when she asked lil bimbo, she kept saying "i want condo !!". HAHA at that time, i thought of a great joke !! HAHA
this morning, i went up to lil bimbo and told her.. "hey.. your condo i cannot afford la, but can put a M behind ??" HAHAH.. then out from my pocket i took out a box of condoms !! HAHA.. the look on her face !! HAHA it was classic.. even super model, who was right beside her, laughed.. HAHA.. lil bimbo's face was red la !! HAHA so funny.. she got so angry that she wanted to come down and beat me. HAHA guess she didnt think i was worth the effort or i wont be here.. HAHA..
but you like your real present right ?? HAHA i know i am a joker but i know how to treat a gal right hor..
and yes pat.. i know i very cheap.. i poor.. no money buy adidas..
man.. The last few days have been raining.. And when it finally shines today. The court is taken.. hai~ sad..
well, been up to a lot lately that's why I haven't been able to update. jsut went to get my 50 bucks back from HS. Now I still have my 50 with nut to get back. Then I will have my 200 to spend. After that will be my 700.
went to talk to HS today while getting my 50 back. This past year has really been fast. One turn of our heads and its one year since the Os. So much things have happened in this one year. Maybe a little too much ?? Well, guess everything has a lesson behind it. Change is a really great thing, jsut be sure not to lose yourself in it. hai~ haven't finished my tutorials. Guess I will get them done tmr or on weds. Still have yet to meet up with Kenny to pass him the stuff and my deathnote is still with him too.
have a few things on my mind this days. But I guess I will take my time to figure them out myself. Since that lil bimbo wont entertain my crap. hmmm.. Maybe I should organize a pangzies meeting soon..
I NEED MONEY !!! This is a screamer going out to all that are going or are thinking of buying me gifts for christmas !! DUN !!! i prefer you give me the cash. THAT MEANS YOU !! MUM AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY !! YOU GUYS ALWAYS GIVE ME STUFF I WILL NEVER USE !! heehee :) sorry i need it for stuff alright ? unless you want to buy me a PS3 ?? HAHA. working really hard to get my stuff.
sorry all for not updating. i know you may ahve been checking to see if i have updated but i really dun have the time. sorry. realy busy this few days. i reach home only at what ?? 10 ?? on sat i even got home at 12 plus. hai~ ya.. i need money !! anyone wnats to buy my backside ??
kidding.. its not for sale.
Well, all O level peers. please give it all your best !! take care of your health as well ya ??
JANA that means you !! dun study till you fall too sick to even turn up for the paper.
DENISE !!! dun worry too much about beating my score for your Os, being too stressed is bad for your concentration.
To the pangsters retaking the english paper, i hope this time round you all give it you all.
To those in JC. all the best to your project work and stuff. not too sure what is it you all do in there but ya.
Joanna !! watch your health !! drink lots of water, it will help you get better.
HS.. dun worry about your problem too much alright ?? as i said a 'mullion' times before, you are in there to study. take care alright ??
TO CK(PKmax) : hey, that is not the sher you know dumbass !! if you want to go to my flingfling's blog at least know who she is first !! she is not like the SHER you know, she is MUCH smarter. from her use of english you would most likely already know.
had been have a few thoughts since sat. i realised a few things.]
firstly, i feel really light now. as if all the chains that were holding me now have all been broken. i have been set free. thank you, you know who. you set me free. since that time, the first crash, i havent really recovered totally. i still bore the wounds that had been inflicted on me but thanks to you, i finally stopped open them up again and they are healed.
i realised that i really dun need anyone. i am strong enough to be the pillar of strength for all who need me. i used to doubt my strength and my skills but i know now, i can do it !! i will be there for all of you all. i promise. walk with me and i shall support and protect you. i shall walk my own way and those who follow shall have my hand.
lastly, i would like to say this. thanks to everything all seven locks are broken. i am completely black now. how scary poly is.. in 7 months a person can really change. start by those 2. a captain and a charge.. hai~ dun know if it was a good thing or a bad thing. things are jsut for fun now. the dark side of me is out. all 7 sins that were locks have been unlocked.. anyway want to say this, i am single yes. but i am not looking. gals have lost their meaning. maybe i lost trust in them, maybe i lost trust in me. everything is for fun now. unless someone's light can shine into this cave i found comfort in.
hey all, its stephen's birthday today. my dear brother turns 18 today !! HAHA. afew of us went down to NP to celebrate him but.. his class only ends at 5. so what did we do ?? HAHA we crashed benny's lecture. its not like any lecture i have been in before. i mean NOONE listens !! HAHA the lecturer was almost talking to himself ?? HAHA slack right ?? and did i mention that you can do whatever you want in that lecture ?? HAHA. i did 2 qns from my tutorial 3 for mirco.(hardworking right ??) but stopped because benny was making fun of the gals and the lecturer. AHHA he was damm funny.
Oh ya. back to the birthday boy. you know what he got ?? other than a chicken pie for a cake. BIG A got him a really nice lighter.(stephen doesnt smoke anyway) too bad he had to go for this volleyball training. been a while since i last saw him.
talked a bit with the guys on my way back. found out that ter and his maggie are coming alone quite well. gilbert is worried about his gal, cos she put an 'i love you' in her blog. benny has a 16 year old target. hansheng has someone he likes in his lecture.even andrew and stephen have targets. well, i wish you all good luck and all the best. sorry for being a spoiler. i know we said we would all go out together when we all are attached. i guess you all got to go on without me then. or wait till i can find a reason to trust gals again.
finally OCT is over. i know like a 'mullion' oct babies. damm lucky for some i acted blur or i would end up buying presents for everyone.
