Weird nothings..

hai.. damm my arm hurts.. it must be the punchs i got from kenny that day. MF punched me so many times and jsut after i went for 4 hours of gym too. hai~ guess i am unlucky. freaking left arm hurts and still does.

Well, played ball with Vee today. he won.. 15 to 14 guess i am lousy ?? we will see, he is asking to play on thurs. argh.. when playing in PK with my bro, john and the another kenny, got kinda lost. ya i know i suck but it seems like they jsut want to go 1 on 4 to me. i mean if you want to play that kind of ball then i really dun know how to play. hai~ forget i guess, this small things are not worth brooding over.

I have been thinking about a few things. maybe i shall share one with you all. Recently, i told a friend something she didnt know and she totally couldnt take it. She told me that things really didnt seem that way to her. Well, i told her that not everything is what it seems but she just couldnt accept it.

"broke up" with flingfling jsut yesterday. it was fun but i dun want to take the risk. its not worth it and i wont make my last mistake. it is not love and i am not going to let "responsiblity" push me into a relationship jsut like that again. I found out that it is totally rubbish to bring yourself to like someone you jsut have fun with. sorry..

funny, dreamt of someone yesterday, kinda of a sweet dream. kinda weird for her to come into my head in a dream but LL is still the same. things are never what you want them to be. hai~ dun know what it is that is bothering me.maybe its guilt,maybe its loneliness