The shit of talking to a wall..

hai~ this one is sad again.. after much thinking and must trying. i guess i am jsut not getting a response. maybe i am always jsut destinied to be her good friend HAHA. well.. guess so. i give up. really.. a little tired from being the one to keep starting the conversations and she is not as open as i would like. i am not asking for much, jsut proper commucation not jsut one way. hai~ jsut han han was right. not all gals are cut out like that. HAHA.. lil bimbo, supermodel.. i give up on her le. she is jsut not right for me i guess. its fun being with her but.. ya.. she doesnt trust me. everything is jsut one sided
oh ya.. u met han han today. she needed a favour from her. so on her way to her soccer match she met up with me for lunch. it was a good break from my econs. studied most of the day but didnt get anything in. guess i was thinking of other things..hey, if you read this congrats you know my trick.
hai~ many many thing on my mind right now. looking for a person to talk to guess tmr will bring me some company but then again i still wish to go out with the person i was suppose to go out with but guess things dun happen. fate has its way with things.. hai~ i really think we could last but she makes me sound like some kind of crminal maybe cos she knows ?? does that mean i have to hide this ?? from everyone now on ?? hai~ i offically say i think she is really nice and cute but the fact is that she only thinks of me as a friend so i take that as a hint.hai~ quite sad actually.

some answers lay in the dark.. guess i am jsut another null zai guy..