The shit of a tough day..

everything is over, we have parted our ways. doubt we will see each other till the day i die. wasnt easy today. slept really late last night at about 3 ?? was doing my group's econs project to sent to serene. woke up at 9 thanks to all the SMS regarding the cancelling of class which i wasnt planning on going. went to see her off at about 10 plus ?? hai~ its been about 6 years since i last shed a tear but guess the counter resetted today.

everything ended about 2pm then my dad sent me to school. yes i still went for my presentation. though i think i did really badly. hai~ really have no mood but what to do ?? got to push yourself to the limits. "thats how you get better" something adam used to tell me. dun worry all i am alright. used to the shit in my life already. jsut need to crap more. sorry if i irriate some of you too much over the recent days HAHA. esp melody, everytime she walks past i will ask if i could date her. WAIT.. i have been using that to make fun of everyone !! HAHA.. better stop or people will start talking..

cycled my bro's bike to find HS. the usual making fun of people, talking about his gf, talking about how to help the other members of our group and of cos of our recent shits.. HAHA felt better after cycling around. the wind in your hair, the racing of your heart and the songs playing on your ears. HAHA we were talking and HS was accidently said "your hair in the wind" HAHA kinda makes you think of a certain lecturer ??

sending you home was the walk i needed.. thanks benihime..

why didnt it rain today ?? is heaven not sad ?? or is it jsut holding everything in like i am ??
i am used to everything..