thoughts of nakaido..

was reading the dear boy's blog. he reminds me of myself a few years ago.wondering why are we alive ? why do we need to suffer all this shit ?? all the crap HAHA.. he says we dun know the reason why we are standing here i am going to rebut that. we all have a reason for standing here but noone else can tell you what your reason is you have to find it yourself.

for me.. i met a few people i am really grateful to. they changed my life. firstly liting, john and shao qi (shi fu). liting taught me about love and how a person can give more to others than himself. john taught me the importance of confidence, communication and jokes. shao qi, he taught me manners on the court, homed my skills, teamwork, patience, guts and relaxing after a hard day. not forgetting the group that turn my life inside out. THE PANGZIES.. though i only joined the group in the second half of sec 4 we got really close, esp with HS. they are the ones who change this introvert to an extrovert. they gave me a feeling of belonging to that brotherhood. they taught me so much esp HS.. he has been such an ass of a brother AHHA.. all our jokes..

dear boy.. its not that your are paranoid. its normal for a person to analyse his past mistakes. its natural instinct to remember pain. and about you predicting others behaviour we do it all the time only that we keep it to ourselves and adapt our actions to the person we are talking to so as to avoid any misunderstandings.

about the part on econs.. well, the way i see it. humans are different from animals. we have embedded in our souls the seven sins. money is a way of controlling the sin of greed. think about it.. if money was water, wont you jsut keep taking more and more water to buy stuff till you have no water ?? Econs is more about human behaviour than you think. it studies the greed of humans, in topics like PPC, demand, supply and even elasticity.

in all i hoped i helped you a bit. i could talk alot more but its late HAHA.. i always say to my friends who are chirstians. god created you on this earth for a reason, he cant have nothing better to do, so find your reason. its about YOU not anyone else. you should try reading this books the alchemist and the manual of the warrior of the light by Paulo Coelho

as for my reason on earth, i believe it to be to find a person i can love with my whole heart
its that simple... hope the one that caught my eye gets closer..