Chill...

ya.. sorry about the previous post. i know i was pissed and stuff. but had to get that out.

now.. i feel great. had my dinner, got my senses smacked back by jana's reasoning. thanks gal.

i realised.. i shouldnt be thinking of what went wrong but instead.. how to make things better !!

but it hard la.. i got my reasons, they got theirs. its a game of give and take. i know about the irresponsiblity. hai~ but.. argh..

nvm. we are not in the teams i am used to anymore. we cant screw people upside down anymore. and there are different levels. and different groups within the teams that play by different rules. i need to change and adopt to this new stuff but i can do this. i will prove to be better than i am. or... something else ?? :)

thats right.. keep up the smiles :) being upset never solved anything. for the better at least :)