Thoughts about "family"..

its weird.. why does it seem like most people enjoy their families ?

my family ? well, maybe its just me but i am hardly ever really happy with my family. I mean they annoy me half the time and the other half they are asking me to do things. seems like the only things they are good for are supporting me with money.

i dun really feel like i can trust them nor i can really be natural with them. esp my grandparents, every time i go down to their house, its like a hell. its so freaking boring there. and my grandparents got a weird way of spoiling my mood every single time. my grandma doesn't like loud noises so basically i have to keep my voice down when i am there and there is no wireless there. TV sucks too and well, they just cant make me happy.

ok i am sorry but its human nature to be attracted to things that can actually make you happy. And well.. my family jsut cant make me feel that i am part of a family with them. they dun care as much as my friends. maybe its the way i was brought up ? HAHA cant be, my friends were the ones who taught me how to set goals and not lead a aimless life. thats why i would rather call them my "family"