I owe it to the people who encouraged me to stand up
I owe it to the people who stood by me to speak up
I owe it to my friends that i grow stronger
I owe it to myself that i join the fight again.
for too long, I have let my knee put me on the sidelines. it may be tough, it may feel like a duty but now, I owe it to the one who was always there, I thank you huan song..
I shall train to return to my old self and to the sports that i love
For i owe it to her that I dun rely on her. Knowing that i have wings..
Time to wake up my idea. she needs time to grow her own wings.
well, the camp was alright. missed baby alot during the camp but ya. we had to wait alot during the camp, guess OGL camp is always like that ?? alot of things were in a mess and people didnt know what they were doing or what they were going to do. well, guys got to buck up alright ?
the party was damm fun. its was seriously an upgrade of last year. HAHA veenoth really got it this year man The others were a good addition. way more fun than my class. baby was the best though. she gave me a suprise. Sorry i am not one for suprises. hai~ had to clean up someone else's car.
school's been fun. but vee is going off. going to have no friends in class soon. well, who really cares.
baby is super stress, thus my life isnt really all smiles now. hope she will get better soon. everything will end soon ok dear ??
Have you ever faced someone whom you have forgiven and forgotten countless of their faults and they never improve?
faced with such a person. what will you do ? forgive some more ??
so far, i always believed in you. always believed you would change for the better without me saying anything. i always knew you could be great and believed in it. i supported you when your strength was weak. And everytime you said you were bad, i told you that you were great.
but now.. i am really tired. i have never seen a person who knows she or he is bad but jsut carries on with life exactly the same way. dun you know you will jsut make the same mistakes again ?? or is it that you jsut think that if you talk and talk about the problem, it will go away.
it doesnt work like that. you have to solve your problems. you dun jsut keep running away from them. you will hurt everyone around you.
its like you dun care about how i feel. even if things are suppose to be decided by me. it ends up going your way. everything is about you. you dun care how my day is, you dun care how much i miss you, you dun care that i actually got angry at you 4 times in the past 3 days.
i still believe in you. i hope that you meant what you said yesterday that you will change. cos i know you are the best and i believe we will shine again someday.
holidays are coming to an end. but that means the party is coming !! damm busy recomfriming whos going and whos not. anyway life is great with my baby in it :)
