Utterly Disappointed..

Have you ever faced someone whom you have forgiven and forgotten countless of their faults and they never improve?

faced with such a person. what will you do ? forgive some more ??

so far, i always believed in you. always believed you would change for the better without me saying anything. i always knew you could be great and believed in it. i supported you when your strength was weak. And everytime you said you were bad, i told you that you were great.

but now.. i am really tired. i have never seen a person who knows she or he is bad but jsut carries on with life exactly the same way. dun you know you will jsut make the same mistakes again ?? or is it that you jsut think that if you talk and talk about the problem, it will go away.

it doesnt work like that. you have to solve your problems. you dun jsut keep running away from them. you will hurt everyone around you.

its like you dun care about how i feel. even if things are suppose to be decided by me. it ends up going your way. everything is about you. you dun care how my day is, you dun care how much i miss you, you dun care that i actually got angry at you 4 times in the past 3 days.

i still believe in you. i hope that you meant what you said yesterday that you will change. cos i know you are the best and i believe we will shine again someday.