havent i been in this position before ?? seems like it. oh well, thanks to NYP and SBM club i have subsitutes to keep my mind of the loneliness. i wonder if i am the only one feeling it ?? maybe, seems like you are happy. oh well.. that my life for ya. just got to keep my mind of that pain :) she is off clubbing, maybe that why i am feeling this way ? oh well, hope she takes care of herself. guess theres not going to be much sleep for me tonight.
dun know why but i seem to have lost some feelings. maybe i really am too busy ?
well, it certainly has.. exams are tmr and sbm club is as busy as ever. rough update, by some act of god, i have been promoted to exco in my club. (which is a big deal to me) exams are tmr and we are still as sweet as ever (:
the last few weeks have been interesting. things need to be improved. to prevent mistake from happening again. thing is.. we are in a really big shit hole now. :( and i dun know if anyone realises it but the club could really be in shit for this. oh well.. hope it all works out. please ??
seriously, i think i am taking the test too lightly. i give up the nights before the test cos eve wants me to go out with her. so far.. only today and the night before ICT that she hasn't called me out. hai~
well, we argued again. over something really stupid. ya, a stupid event, stupid chicken wing and stupid people.those things again. i think its just that we met up too much this week. maybe..
i am so tired and my shoulder hurts like shit. i need some care and concern !! like i will get any. hai~
hugs and kisses used to be plentiful but since it has dried out. am i asking too much ? sometimes i wonder if i am just that dog you order around.
