"Say Goodbye" by Chris brown

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl
I neverMeant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Maybe its jsut me..

the past comes back in flashs. the reason for which i changed is not gone. So for what cause am i being so nice for? i dun give a fuck.. i just dun give a fuck anymore. screw the world and their ideas of how someone should act. Fuck them...

i have no idea, maybe i have jsut been holding back for too long. maybe its jsut me.. oh well, Fuck the world and do what you want.

eh helmet.. sorry, i really dun want your bf to misunderstand and remember my advise. the longer you hold on, the harder to let go.

in the darkness, rage is a very useful tool.

The winds on your back add weight..

i need a kind of support. i lost faith, i lost trust and i lost my strength. support is very important. there are times when even the strongest man feels weak. it is then that he looks for someone to help me carry the burden. maybe is because i have carried the burden for too long alone. i broke.. lifes not the same.

maybe all i need is time. something i dun have enough of. i need support or maybe someone that can actually give me some form of support. Huan song and kenny have done it last week but after another week of work i feel drained again.

i know how much a bf who lets his gf do as she pleases feels, i know the strain and the stress of pretending that you are not affected by it. so ladies.. dun take your bfs for granted. a night in a club could jsut cost you 10 arguements worth of sorrys.

I am tired and i am emo or whatever you guys say i am. i dun have the strength to do anything about it. the club is my only love now. the people support me and kind of care.. maybe thats what i need. someone to care.


I need to be myself..
I need to let losse..
but i dun even have the strength for it

The Eye Of the Storm is most calm..

i almost spent the whole day today with Huan Song. it was a super enriching day i tell you. it is weird.. he is the guy that really makes me think. its not what he says, that is a totally different level already. its his presence, his example..

Kenny is a different story. his laid back and clear goals make me feel like i should just do what i want with my confidence and not let anyone or anything stop me :] break the chains if you may..

well, i feel my spirit coming back a little after letting my inter child out today and another week of work is ahead !! CHIONG !! tackle my problems !! prove my worth through hardwork !!!

in the middle of the storm, i found rest..

Seems like..

well, seems like you still havent learnt.

seems like i am the one doing all the wrong things.
seems like i am the one making all the mistakes.
seems like i am the one causing all the pain.

then maybe i should jsut get out of your life so you can be happy.
everything is my fault, YOU are the princess.

its suppose to be both our faults.

Noone is made for someone..

its true. most people believe that there is someone out there that is prefect for them but the truth is there isn't. the reason why couples are prefect is because throughout the relationship, they fine tune theirselves in order to reduce conflict between them.

a relationship should never be one way. there should always be giving and taking. no one person can carry a relationship forever. A princess who doesnt treat her serverts right, doesnt earn their respect.

when the mist clears, what will i see?? the same thing ??
i seriously hope not for the sake of the long run