The winds on your back add weight..i need a kind of support. i lost faith, i lost trust and i lost my strength. support is very important. there are times when even the strongest man feels weak. it is then that he looks for someone to help me carry the burden. maybe is because i have carried the burden for too long alone. i broke.. lifes not the same.
maybe all i need is time. something i dun have enough of. i need support or maybe someone that can actually give me some form of support. Huan song and kenny have done it last week but after another week of work i feel drained again.
i know how much a bf who lets his gf do as she pleases feels, i know the strain and the stress of pretending that you are not affected by it. so ladies.. dun take your bfs for granted. a night in a club could jsut cost you 10 arguements worth of sorrys.
I am tired and i am emo or whatever you guys say i am. i dun have the strength to do anything about it. the club is my only love now. the people support me and kind of care.. maybe thats what i need. someone to care.
I need to be myself..
I need to let losse..
but i dun even have the strength for it
hold me now at 1:44 AM