Post camp hype..

well.. camps over (again).. hahaha it would be nice to be a camp or a sub com but heck i am an exco so i dun really know alot of people. i know pu fong, nessan, thieow, and a few other that i cant remember how to spell their names ahhaha, cool right ?? an exco actually knowing some campers.

feel so much better now.. at least can stop worring about OGL camp but now starts orientation. lifes is great now :) guess now i know what huan song as talking about.
NO GALS NO WORRIES !!
ahhaha sorry gals i am not sexist or what but i aint some flirt. nows not time yet, maybe in 6 months ?? :) for now everyone is jsut nice. thank you all..

BUT !! sadly i still dun have time to do my own stuff so its kinda piling up. dorcas is trying very hard to help me clear everything while keeping the club improving !! woo !!

CLUB IS MY ONLY LOVE !! WOO !!

damm our sect is leaving next sat :( whos going to take minutes now ?? thats another exco leaving.. now theres like 7 of us left to support this club. nvm this year we will have alot more events !! i promised this committee !!

sorry that i am not the one and that i hurt you..

Blame it on me...

people do wrong things, blame me..

i bring people bad news, they blame me..

i do nothing, people blame me..

i do everything, people blame me..

BUT WHO CARES !!! WOO !! A FEW PEOPLE MAKE MY DAY !! EVERYDAY !!

i am kinda glad i forgo those chains. even my boss can see that she cant wipe that smile off my face :) as long as track number 5 is playing !! WOO !! that singer's voice.. so sweet.

though i carry the burden of my wings but it was still better than being in that cage.
Living the rough road and loving it..

theres always that one person that changes you for the better..

Looking for hope..

hope isn't hard to find, just open your eyes and you will find it in someones smile.

life's not easy right now, with all the family problems and all. its strange, though its hard for me, i believe i have no right to be upset. compared to what my people are going through my problems and unhappiness seem to fade to nothing.

last night was awesome. its been a long time since i have sat down with a group of people and talk and laugh that hard. ha ha, a paradise in the long road. a rest i really needed.

the truth is always hard to take. even now i am still hoping its a dream that i will wake up from, the 4 guys that are always on my mind. please be alright..

someone once told me, there is a reason why your dream gal is your dream gal. cos you will only have her in your dreams. Reality is so different. no idea why i suddenly remembered that this morning.

to those who know whats really going on or at least 1 part of it. i thank you all for trying to make me feel better but i ain't frowning right ????

In Darkness is where light truly shines

I am back..



i know its been a long time. well, lots of things have happened. if you think breaking up is hard to take.. then boy let me tell you, its the least of my worries. Well i am single, again.. guess they were the same after all. i got to stop looking for those "clubber gals" they only prove me right. i actually kinda feel free. the extra time comes in real handy now. i got eye candies but thats all they will be for now. till i get my head clear of all the shit. i will just be gay with no sexual intentions HAHAHA what a great way to put it. the club just might be the only thing that is supporting me but then again.. it shouldnt be.



nothing is going to get me down !! but i still take some down time once in a while, cut me some slack alright ??

The past..

someone who lives in his past, is growing weaker everyday..

someone who is afraid of his past, is weaker than it..

someone who forgets his past, forgets the lessons he has learnt..

you who learns & accepts your past, walk with the burden it brings..

Your past always comes back to haunt you somehow. i am not proud of what i did but i will not be afraid to say the truth.