Looking for hope..

hope isn't hard to find, just open your eyes and you will find it in someones smile.

life's not easy right now, with all the family problems and all. its strange, though its hard for me, i believe i have no right to be upset. compared to what my people are going through my problems and unhappiness seem to fade to nothing.

last night was awesome. its been a long time since i have sat down with a group of people and talk and laugh that hard. ha ha, a paradise in the long road. a rest i really needed.

the truth is always hard to take. even now i am still hoping its a dream that i will wake up from, the 4 guys that are always on my mind. please be alright..

someone once told me, there is a reason why your dream gal is your dream gal. cos you will only have her in your dreams. Reality is so different. no idea why i suddenly remembered that this morning.

to those who know whats really going on or at least 1 part of it. i thank you all for trying to make me feel better but i ain't frowning right ????

In Darkness is where light truly shines