Someone Shoot ME !!

spring break is almost over, meaning i will leave this company soon which is a good thing. but that is like the only good thing that has happen this spring break.

too many things have happened and too many things have changed. nothings the same anymore and i cant trust or reply on anyone other than helmet and lesbo.

i hate the me now. i guess in that one year with her, i really changed so much that now, i cant change back ! ARGH !!! FUCK... cheap thrills dun work any more. FUCK !! how am i suppose to pass my days ?? ARGH.. i am jsut waiting to go back to school at least then i can do something i love, the days will jsut be me and my basketball. Life is seriously fucked up.. days are boring and the nights never end.

ARGH.. can something just happen and make my life interesting again ? i miss the club. so many plans, so little time.. i miss everyone.

I hate it when i am so unsettled. It must be nice to behind one of those mask you freaks wear, pretend to be nice then go around talking bad about other people. behind that mask noone really knows what you are thinking. wait till one day you people find out the true about your dear friends.

i got to wait 2 weeks before any hope of things getting better
or you can shoot me in the head now :)

"the strongest person is not one who goes through the most but the one who recovers from it"