Sunshine from a cresent, hope dawns anew..

call me crazy, call me an idiot but a hard slap was just the thing i needed :)

happy happy crazy retarded me

Ctin makes me happy. no matter what people say.

THE HARD SLAP I NEEDED


i c e queen says:
u can look back and blame urself for so much

i c e queen says:
every single detail

i c e queen says:
because u forgot how things were at that point of time

i c e queen says:
at that very point

i c e queen says:
u just didnt wna give more because u were feeling tied

i c e queen says:
or just didnt wna see her cos it was stressful

i c e queen says:
all these factors that took place but were too minor for u to rmb cos ur emotions of regrets are much more stronger now

i c e queen says:
but no matter wat

i c e queen says:
believe that u did wat u did for a reason

i c e queen says:
at that point u had choices and u made ur decision because of some reasons

i c e queen says:
u shudnt forget those reasons cos even if u were to repeat the scenarios, u might still do the same thing u did cos of these reasons

i c e queen sent 6/20/2008 2:16 PM:
OH AND! it is STILL not just ur fault because it was ur responsibility to explain to her ur negative feelings and also her responsibility to improve it. as long as one party doesnt wna work things out, it will never work out. and DANG its killed.


But i still feel like i should have done better..
thank you for the wake up call, i really needed it

Believe, faith and hope..

Jana actually say that she will pray that i get a christian GF because it will help save my soul from hell.

its nice to have someone who still believes..

someone told me, "you know you are never going to find someone like her in your life again right ?"

i said, "i know and i may jsut be single for the rest of my life but the decision was made."

i am sorry to alot of people because i seriously cant trust you all. that part of me was lost sometime back.

note to self : at least i am still keeping to the promise i made to myself, 5 more month of atonement.

WHY WONT EDEN JUST BURN !!!

ARGH !!!! DAMM YOU !!! why wont the images of you jsut stay in my memories !!!

The story goes like this right..

when Adam was Kicked out of Eden, He burnt everything, in hopes that the memories will stay as memories and he could continue with his life. But it seems like the haunting memories of Paradise still flashes before his eyes. He feels the soft touch of the wind, smells the scent of the flowers, sees colours of the sunset, taste the sweetness of honey and the whispers of the wind reminds him of the sins he had done. Atonement seems impossible, the burden is heavy but life pushes him on.

MOVE ON !! ARGH !!!

"Cloud strife : Stay in my memories where you belong"

Life jsut sucks..

somebody help seal up the game face, like please ?? or someone is going to get hurt.

Lifes a little Weird..

Weirdness..

Every coin has 2 sides.

everyone has 2 sides. things they are good in and things they arent. things they do very often and things they dun. Dun assume that people are what you think they are.

even people you think you know, has 2 sides