Believe, faith and hope..Jana actually say that she will pray that i get a christian GF because it will help save my soul from hell.
its nice to have someone who still believes..
someone told me, "you know you are never going to find someone like her in your life again right ?"
i said, "i know and i may jsut be single for the rest of my life but the decision was made."
i am sorry to alot of people because i seriously cant trust you all. that part of me was lost sometime back.
note to self : at least i am still keeping to the promise i made to myself, 5 more month of atonement.
hold me now at 11:43 PM
