THE HARD SLAP I NEEDED


i c e queen says:
u can look back and blame urself for so much

i c e queen says:
every single detail

i c e queen says:
because u forgot how things were at that point of time

i c e queen says:
at that very point

i c e queen says:
u just didnt wna give more because u were feeling tied

i c e queen says:
or just didnt wna see her cos it was stressful

i c e queen says:
all these factors that took place but were too minor for u to rmb cos ur emotions of regrets are much more stronger now

i c e queen says:
but no matter wat

i c e queen says:
believe that u did wat u did for a reason

i c e queen says:
at that point u had choices and u made ur decision because of some reasons

i c e queen says:
u shudnt forget those reasons cos even if u were to repeat the scenarios, u might still do the same thing u did cos of these reasons

i c e queen sent 6/20/2008 2:16 PM:
OH AND! it is STILL not just ur fault because it was ur responsibility to explain to her ur negative feelings and also her responsibility to improve it. as long as one party doesnt wna work things out, it will never work out. and DANG its killed.


But i still feel like i should have done better..
thank you for the wake up call, i really needed it