long time no see !!!

VROOOH~ Xmas is gone. New year is here !! WOO HOO.. well, enough about stupid.

things pass very fast huh ?? looking back, this year has been really really weird and great at the same time :) well that is if we are looking at the bright side of course :).

its 2:21 pm, i am in the clubroom, its a Monday and i got the blues. Monday blues.. projects due too soon for comfort. what the heck lets just do it :)

ok this is super random and stupid. anyone want to discuss something more of substance ?

i think i am becoming stupid..
NAH~

Tonight I've Fallen..

today.. was a hard day. thinking about so much. i am so so so tired now. darling is in a club now.

i thought about it. next time, i dun care how much i dun like it. if dearest wants to go, i will bring her.

just praying time will pass faster so that dearest can come home to me soon

Please...

sometimes i wonder, will it be the same ?? i cant stop myself from feeling uneasy, scared to know the outcome. i dun know why i have to face this phase over and over and over again. i really hope 3rd time lucky. Please ? i am trying very hard to not thinking about it, i swear. trying so hard not to thinking about those hurtful things. to love like i have never been hurt. so many plans for our future.. lifes never been this bright. i have been so happy and loved by someone in my entire life. i will do whatever it take for that smile.

juggling has never been one of my strong points. projects, dearest, my juniors and getting my thoughts back in order. sometimes i guess, i just need a break. maybe thurs will be good, going for some ball and coffee.

i got ideas, plans and goals but nothing matters when i am in your arms.
please.. hold me :]