Please...

sometimes i wonder, will it be the same ?? i cant stop myself from feeling uneasy, scared to know the outcome. i dun know why i have to face this phase over and over and over again. i really hope 3rd time lucky. Please ? i am trying very hard to not thinking about it, i swear. trying so hard not to thinking about those hurtful things. to love like i have never been hurt. so many plans for our future.. lifes never been this bright. i have been so happy and loved by someone in my entire life. i will do whatever it take for that smile.

juggling has never been one of my strong points. projects, dearest, my juniors and getting my thoughts back in order. sometimes i guess, i just need a break. maybe thurs will be good, going for some ball and coffee.

i got ideas, plans and goals but nothing matters when i am in your arms.
please.. hold me :]