i just dun know..i am very sad now.. i feel so alone. its like i have a gf who isnt my gf.
does the people you defend care?? do they know what we have to suffer because of them ?
i just dun know.. i feel so freaking distant though we are so close. you dun talk to me, you dun even look my way. i might as well not be your bf. i try and try to be there for you. to get your attention but you just brush me off time and again like a tissue that you need only when you want to use it.
maybe thats what i am. i just dun know anymore..
hold me now at 12:53 AM