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Sunday, November 22, 2009 9:02 PM


The Good Fight..

sometimes we fight so hard for the things we want, many hard battles..
long days and nights are a common occurrence
sometimes we lose sight of what we are really fighting for
we fight till the war become meaningless..
it becomes meaningless and a waste of life

we forget, we forget that we fight so that we can enjoy the fruits of our labor
we forget, that when we get what we want, we should rejoice, instead of wanting more
we forget, that when we reach out for someone more, we lose something we already hold
we forget, the friends that sit with us by the campfire
we forget.. that the good fight has an end

how much is enough ??
how much is good ??
what will make you happy ??

think about it..


hold me now at 9:02 PM
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 11:11 PM


Rest now young one..

batted , tired, torn and hurt..

nothing is left..

dillusional, crazy or just disfunctional..

to a point where strength cannot be controlled..

tired, wore out or nelgected

to a point where nothing has meaning or satisfaction..

emo ??

maybe...

jsut dun like the feeling..

i rather be in the embrace of your arms than just holding your hands.

things feel like they have really changed...

i feel like i have become nothing once more.

i pray that things will become better for me, for once..


hold me now at 11:11 PM
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Monday, November 16, 2009 11:15 PM


GOOD ADVICE..

i c e queen says:
we acknowledge each other's flaws
and we tell each other areas we think each other shud improve on
and we try to improve
it takes time la seriously
and because of our flaws sometimes we bang like bulls
we noe each other's flaws and weaknesses
so we try to close an eye to it
SLOW didnt make it.. says:
thats nice
i wish christine will listen to me
i c e queen says:
haha shall see la
SLOW didnt make it.. says:
i c e queen says:
i duno leh but i think sometimes its better to be rational
aftall my heart was once broken
i noe better than to be irrational and act like a spoilt brat
cos i will only end up regretting
SLOW didnt make it.. says:
ya..
i c e queen says:
so when the other party talks and hopes u change
that means theres still hope
its hopeless when the other party doesnt bother telling u and doesnt bother expecting u to change
SLOW didnt make it.. says:
true true
hai~
i c e queen says:
tell her this lor
see if she listens and tries to uds fr ur pov
SLOW didnt make it.. says:
HAHAHAH lets hope she does..


hold me now at 11:15 PM
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Friday, November 13, 2009 6:54 PM


Walking in the rain..

things are not good, iam sad. standing strong seems so meaningless.

how long must i wait every time ?

how long before you start to realize you are treating me the same way again ??

how many times must i be sacrificed ??

i dun know..

the pieces shatter on the floor like raindrops..

the rain hides everything, it washes my frown and tells me that it is with me.


hold me now at 6:54 PM
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 6:53 PM


I DID IT !!

i ran 3 km !! :) honey i did it !!!


hold me now at 6:53 PM
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