i deicded that if i want her to come back, i need to be worthy of her coming back. so here i am, trying to pick up the pieces from this broke vase. i need to be whole or i will never be able to support another right ?? its unfair to have someone else support me, i am too heavy.
hey not forgetting the ones who have expressed thier care and concern..
to ice queen : thanks best friend for being there.
to pat : thought you are sick and you said a few really hurtful things to me but ya i know you are just trying to help. thanks..
to dehrajy: dude, i know you wont see this but hey world, this guy is my new best friend in camp he is the coolest dude on camp man. he has cool jokes, knows all the right words and has a good in his life. thanks for beating me up to get me on my feet again
to fanni : hey thanks and lets meet up sometime, we have things that we should discuss
to dorcas : hey.. i know you are busy, i dun blame you for checking up on me once in a while. i miss having you as one of my best friends in my life. i wish we could meet up more. dor.. thanks for telling with me.
to pamela : hello !! i dun know if you will see this but hey thanks.. it cheered me up alot (your bimbo-ish messages) thanks for waking up so early to reply me. and i miss the whole brunch of you SBM people. esp nif.. please tell him to update.
to mathew, noel, dom and yong jie : thanks for speaking up for me
and alex.. thanks man, you are the best. i dun know what i can do for you, but i will do it. you cheer me up every morning and say positive words to me all the time. i love you man deep deep, (UP YOUR ASS !!! HAHAHHAA (personaljoke))
to the rest : i am sorry i didnt tell you
to her : i will let god decide if we are meant to be. i cant fight fate.. we caught lighting once maybe we can do it again.
