god this is bad..

dear god, why do you do this to good people ??

why do good people get tested so much ??

dherajy is having such a hard time. i am having such a hard time.

cant you jsut give us a break ??

god i dreamt about her again. its so tiring.. i.. have been told to move on. but i dun know why i cant, i prefer to just wait here. some say its cos i dun believe in love anymore but i dun think so. maybe its cos i believe so much that we are meant to be. only time will tell, god i want to hear her voice so much. keeping myself busy is tiring me out. my legs cant really take much more.

if we ever meet again, i will never be the same..

all i want now is a embrace..

either break my heart totally or heal it with thy hands..

i still do stupid things like pray to god for her safety and health..

i... miss her so much.