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Tuesday, March 23, 2010 8:50 PM


i miss bear bear... :'(


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emo rainy days part 2

you have to go through the thunderstorm to see the beautiful rainbow.

i still miss her but she will become part of my strength.

a scar in my heart.

its time i guess..

doing things the right way does make you stronger and wiser..


hold me now at 7:14 PM
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 7:52 PM


Emo rainy day..

it was nice..

standing in the rain..


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Tuesday, March 09, 2010 8:51 PM


i dun know..

whats right...

whats wrong...

it doesnt matter anymore cos i aint doing anything

super tired these days..

heres to everything, coming down to nothing..

to cluster : we are the best.. no doubt in my mind now, we will show them.

pressing on with my burden and my wounds

i will become stronger cos they are becoming my wings..

i dreamt of her again.. so what now ??

eve wants to return me my jacket, like finally ??


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Sunday, March 07, 2010 4:55 PM


hello world..

i have been keeping myself busy..

trying to lose weight by putting my body under more and more stress

there has been little success though i stand at 105 now..

i have been brushing up a little on my cooking too.

coming home to cook for mum as much as i can.

i am getting better..

listening to so close by john Mclaughlin..


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Tuesday, March 02, 2010 9:05 PM


who am i kidding..

i knew distractions wont work.

these dreams wont go away..

i still miss her and love her so much god..

this test you put before me, how am i suppose to pass it ??

whats waiting for me at the end ??

i try to improve the other parts of my life but it seems like it wont improve anything

i think, i will just go on like this..

these dreams and love are my burden to bear

but i will walk strong and walk tall..

these scars are for all to see


hold me now at 9:05 PM
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