Tuesday, March 23, 2010 8:50 PM
i miss bear bear... :'(
hold me now at 8:50 PM
emo rainy days part 2you have to go through the thunderstorm to see the beautiful rainbow.
i still miss her but she will become part of my strength.
a scar in my heart.
its time i guess..
doing things the right way does make you stronger and wiser..
hold me now at 7:14 PM
Thursday, March 18, 2010 7:52 PM
Emo rainy day..it was nice..
standing in the rain..
hold me now at 7:52 PM
Tuesday, March 09, 2010 8:51 PM
i dun know..
whats right...
whats wrong...
it doesnt matter anymore cos i aint doing anything
super tired these days..
heres to everything, coming down to nothing..
to cluster : we are the best.. no doubt in my mind now, we will show them.
pressing on with my burden and my wounds
i will become stronger cos they are becoming my wings..
i dreamt of her again.. so what now ??
eve wants to return me my jacket, like finally ??
hold me now at 8:51 PM
Sunday, March 07, 2010 4:55 PM
hello world..
i have been keeping myself busy..
trying to lose weight by putting my body under more and more stress
there has been little success though i stand at 105 now..
i have been brushing up a little on my cooking too.
coming home to cook for mum as much as i can.
i am getting better..
listening to so close by john Mclaughlin..
hold me now at 4:55 PM
Tuesday, March 02, 2010 9:05 PM
who am i kidding..i knew distractions wont work.
these dreams wont go away..
i still miss her and love her so much god..
this test you put before me, how am i suppose to pass it ??
whats waiting for me at the end ??
i try to improve the other parts of my life but it seems like it wont improve anything
i think, i will just go on like this..
these dreams and love are my burden to bear
but i will walk strong and walk tall..
these scars are for all to see
hold me now at 9:05 PM