rainy makes my smile go away..

i need something to do, i cant go out if its rainy and everyone seems to be busy so i started thinking..

since the break up, i have changed alot.

lost alot but also gained back alot.

my true friends are here for me.

the rest are as usual, there when theres a party.

the dreams i have are they going to come true ?

i am fighting very hard for them but its days like this, god tells me i need a rest..

more things are on my mind now..

next promotion is in 2 months that means more responsibilities

next meet up should be in june, got to get the people informed

hui ze is flying off for a month

mr hang is off on friday, means no testimonial

ice queen is busy with her exams, means no one to give me that slap that i need

XX is also busy with exams means no dose of funny comments

distraction 2 has declared that she wants to be single

distraction 1 most probably isnt interested too

i got my strength back but not my stamina, thiam wei and dorc said that they will train with me. hope to gain my lost confidence too

christine is still in my wallet, havent found a box to put everything in yet

my phone plan is still my old one, gotta change it soon..

matthew chan is being a super nice guy by listening to my rants

no idea what to say to rachelle..

planning for a long weekend next week

siti is almost non-existent in my life

so is pat..

wonder how connie and li juan is doing..

wondering when can i have a sunny day to play some ball

why did stephen sign on

where is andrew right now

can we pass the mosquito check next week ??

why are my weekends so empty

is mum having fun in beijing

why is it life is so much easier when i was a bastard

will my knee ever stop hurting

i need to control my finances for the next 2 weeks

i miss the clubroom

i miss hugging fai fai..

which part of my grand plan am i at now, its been so long that i forgot..

i hope max and veron stay together

i hope jana doesnt become like her boss

XX, dorc, li juan all asked me to go the BBQ next week, but i am not invited should i go ??

wondering how is john's father

wondering if joshua can handle the new load

hai~ so many thoughts till i think i still have some but cant remember.
talk about penning down your thoughts

good bye for now, see you all when i blog again