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Sunday, May 30, 2010 9:54 PM


I dun care i am running away.

it hurts so much..

i think about her all the time..

she will never know just how much i love her

she will never know but i prefer it this way...

i jsut want her to be happy..

just so willing to throw away my life..

like that, i wont forget and i wont move on.


hold me now at 9:54 PM
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Thursday, May 27, 2010 12:22 AM


its been a while..

just gonna post a something i thought to god jsut now..

To god whom i hate so much..

though we are not meant to be but i pray for her happiness

if she needs strength, you can take my limbs

if she needs health, you can take my life

if she wants something, you can take it from me..

if she needs luck, i will bet all of mine

whatever happens, just keep her happy..
please..


hold me now at 12:22 AM
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Saturday, May 08, 2010 12:44 PM


whats the point ??

whats with friends that dun trust you ??

are they still friends ??

i am starting to feel like they are not my friends anymore

when they need me, i am always there for them..

i try to make them happy

but they dun even believe that i can change for the better

what kind of friends are these..

friends with no trust or believe, i dun need them..


hold me now at 12:44 PM
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Thursday, May 06, 2010 9:01 PM


The days of old..

gone are the days of long emails and people who reply them

gone are the days of daring men and women

gone are the days of honor, pride and glory

gone are those days..

but though form is temporary

our class shall remain forever..


hold me now at 9:01 PM
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Wednesday, May 05, 2010 7:02 PM


busy days are not good for my health...

black face, black hands..

talk about getting your hands dirty..

but i am really aching right now..

damm those heavy boxes..



sometimes i wish things will jsut slow down a little..

then maybe the rest of the world can chase up with me..

but thats my expectations now..

learn today, perfection tmr



sometimes i wish, you would understand what i am trying to say..

i cant say it directly cos then i would be a bastrad

but if i say it indirectly, you dun get it..

i just wish you were more available..

and dun always say life is so sian all the time..

smile more :)


hold me now at 7:02 PM
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Monday, May 03, 2010 10:04 AM


hello, i need a break, let me know !!!!

you know.. sometimes i jsut dun understand why do i need to go through so much shit.

its really just bad luck you know ??

oh well..

i think if i actually wrote down what i am feeling, i would have created a new language..

kinda confused right now but also very calm

clearing out my mind before sorting out my thoughts one by one

i dun know what to think, what to like, how to behave..

so i will do what i feel like..




big disappointment...

why ??

in the gallery, a piece of priceless art sits, taken for granted..


hold me now at 10:04 AM
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