SOMETIMES I WONDER..things are never easy huh ??
my promotion has helped me in more ways than i know. its boasted my confidence, changed my job scope, changed my duties.. but.. there's always a but, it means more responsibilities. taking care of my men.. etc.
pat you know, i really want to go back to who i was but i will never be the same. i.. am too scared to do what i need to. i really... nvm i know i should move on.
siti, i really think that i dun mind dying alone. whats so wrong with that ? i am trying my best but it know myself the best.
i will keep wearing this mask, i will be strong..
i am really lucky that noone reads this blog anymore.
hold me now at 10:26 PM