lips sealed shut..

there are a lot of things that i haven"t posted up

there are a lot of things i cant say

there are a lot of things i heard last night that made my chest hurt like hell

there are a lot of things i want to do for you that i cant

sometimes i just want to scream out and tell you that all i ever wanted was you back in my life but i cant.

sometimes all i want to tell you is that the only reason i carry on is cos you are happy with all this.

sometimes all i want to do is to hug you and kiss you on your forehead like old times..

but i cant...

god i know i will never get over you..

god i still love you like the first day we met



some people have everything i dreamed for and they take it for granted. everything i fought so hard for, everything i changed my plans and myself for.. and she let me go. now this guy doesn't care to appreciate her ?? he seriously doesn't know what he's got. everything i want to protect and hold is her. and he jsut lets it go just like that. i pray that she will find happiness. i am willing to give up mine for her's so just take whatever i am done.

karma works in very funny ways. the roles have switched again. never thought there will be a day where she would be the one staying home waiting for a clubber :( god i pray for faith and happiness for her.