this pain tells me i am alive..i like this pain..
i will keep it in my chest..
till it consumes me again..
i thought about it recently, i have been too much for too long. i just its the result of trying to be a jack of all trades. i just got to concentrate on being me, i guess. got to be selfish.
i reflected while taking a walk yesterday. the thing that i am lacking now is that i am not driven. i lack that motivation, that goal.. that purpose.. and i think that i might have found it back so now its time to work towards that goal.
hold me now at 7:51 AM