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    Sunday, October 17, 2010 9:37 PM


    Birthday leader board

    16 oct
    Siti Hajar @ 0530
    Dommick Chan @ 0855
    Dorcas Tan @ 0859
    Janson Lee @ 0905
    Natalie Chua @ 0932
    Siddharth @ 0933
    Amanda Ho @ 0942
    Cristal lee @ 0954
    Kurt kishan @1134
    Eileen tan @1226
    Ow Shi Kun @ 1255
    Connie ho @ 1355
    Ten Zhi Yong @ 1416
    Chia Chen Ying @ 1431
    Kenny @ 1530
    Melody kuan @ 1537
    Jian Hao @ 1544
    Sis @1552
    Rhin Tok @ 1628
    Shane Tan @ 1630
    Ming Yong @ 1646
    Oliver @ 1647
    Tay Hui Ze @ 1721
    Gilbert Wong @1735
    Tan Thiam Wei, Pat Tai, Fanni, Eli Peh @ 1900
    Eugene Giam @ 1953
    Aaron Tay @ 2006
    Sim JJ @ 2038
    Grace Lee @ 2039
    Ming Hao @ 2124
    lee chen ning @ 2235
    Koh Li Juan @ 2346

    17th oct
    Gloria koo @ 0040
    Whitney Ng @ 1659


    hold me now at 9:37 PM
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    Content..

    People often say that they want to be contented or that they should be contented with what they have

    i believe that the answer lies in the way you seek satisfaction. Everyone seeks satisfaction in some way, some work for off, some work for promotion, others for money or other reasons.

    For example, you say you want to be contented with, lets say, your relationship. then what is it that you gain your satisfaction from ?? is it that you possess them ?? is it that there is happiness when they buy you things ?? Is it that you have someone to bring you out ?? or is it that they are there in your heart to share your life no matter what happens ??

    A monk can gain satisfaction through mediation cos he believes that he has make a connection to his soul and cleansed it. People go to church and pray, they feel satisfied cos they believe that they had made a connection to god.

    think about it..
    what do you gain satisfaction from ??
    is it really the right way ??


    hold me now at 8:52 PM
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    Tuesday, October 12, 2010 12:42 AM


    A night of many thoughts

    i thought about alot of things tonight

    my duty clerk made me think with all his qns

    i cant fall in love with anyone, not anymore..

    if i am to leave this land for good then it will be unfair to ask her to leave it with me.

    and even more unfair for her to have to wait for me.

    not like i have anyone to love or that anyone would love me

    love doesnt exist anymore..

    but guilt still does

    and misery...


    hold me now at 12:42 AM
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    Time to cut some connections..

    i feel that i cant have any link to her anymore..

    i think i am going to make a very big change.

    i am going to have to cut all connections to anyone that have to do with her.

    i am going to have to lose all those people..


    hold me now at 12:39 AM
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    Aiming to for the sky and beyond..

    i found some inspiration.

    i want to the best again.

    i will work damm hard.

    to be the best.

    to push myself.

    to break my limits.

    cos they need to know what they lost..


    hold me now at 12:37 AM
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    Monday, October 04, 2010 9:45 PM


    Plato (Greek mythology)

    According to him, at the beginning of all creation, men and women are not as they are not, there was just one being who was rather short, with a body and a neck, but his head had 2 faces, looking in different directions. it was as if two creatures had been glued back to back,with two sets of sex organs, four legs and four arms.

    The Greek gods, however, were jealous, because this creature, with four arms could work harder; with its 2 faces, it was always vigilant and could not be taken by surprise; and its four legs meant that it could stand or walk for long periods at a time without tiring. Even more dangerous was the fact that the creature had two different set of sex organs and so needed no one else in order to continue reproducing.

    Zeus, the supreme lord of Olympus, said: "I have a plan to make these mortals lose some of their strength."

    And he cut the creature in two with a lightning bolt . thus creating man and women. this greatly increased the population of the world, and, at the same time, disoriented and weakened its inhabitants, because now their had to search for their lost half and embrace it and, in that embrace, regain their former strength, their ability to avoid betrayal and stamina to walk for long periods of time and to withstand hard work. this embrace which the two bodies re-fuse to become one again is what we call "sex"


    hold me now at 9:45 PM
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    Sunday, October 03, 2010 11:32 PM


    I loved you

    hey, its been a while but i kinda just wana get this off my chest cos of these dreams i have been having..

    i loved you when you had braces
    i loved you when you put on weight
    i loved you when you threw tantrums
    i loved you when you were crying
    i loved you when you were in secure
    i loved you when you slapped me
    i loved you when you were sick
    i loved you when you went out clubbing
    i loved you when you thought your family didnt
    i loved you when you had pms
    i loved you though the world was against it

    but when you got better, you left me cos i guess i just wasnt good enough and a very bad bf. i heard he is treating you well now. thats great :) i mean it. i wish you well


    hold me now at 11:32 PM
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